I’m sure it’s not the first time I’ve written a Meh post. But I’m too Meh to actually check. I’m having one of those weeks. I have zero motivation to do anything. I am fighting off an annoying cold. You know, the kind that makes you just sick enough to feel crap, but not crap enough to actually chuck it all in and spend the day in bed (if you could). I’m continuing on with the endless rotation dishes-laundry-toys-ironing-bottles-dinner. Those menial tasks that seem to fill my life and never, ever end.
So, I’m in a bit of a funk. I haven’t even felt like blogging and that’s saying something. And what do I do when I’m in one of these moods? I get into one of Paul’s oldest t-shirts and blast depressing music [The Smiths-Gene-Missy Higgins-insert your preference here] while feeling sorry for myself. It’s while doing this that I realise just how pathetic I must look, with my daggy (or is it cool now?) ripped jeans and straggly hair, with my needing-a-bath baby crawling around my ankles.
I was trying to track back to what made me feel like this, and I guess it’s a bunch of things… but the first that came to mind was this: Christmas decorations in shops = nearly the end of the year = goodbye stay at home mummy life. Wow, that’s like, totally random! [sorry, too many Summer Heights High re-runs for me].
SO, instead of wallowing in my own misery, I should get off my arse and enjoy this life while I have it. Right? Well, maybe after one more song….
So, what’s your wallowing-in-self-pity play list?